XiaNg'S bLoggggggg...

12 May, 2005

it's been a really busy week for mi...
8th may...
mother's day...
mi n daryL's 10th month anniversary...
the day my ah gong passed away......

sunday went raffles marina wif my aunt for lunch...
but the hospital called when we juz reached...
said my ah gong was quite weak n abit breathless....
den my mom rushed over to the hospital n asked mi not to go...
after tt, my cousin sent mi home...
took a ride in his bmW z-4...
quite shiok... but it was onli after tt den i recieved news tt my ahgong left alreadi....

his funeral was at redhill... n exact same location as my yeye...
same place... but totally different feelings...
sad... grieved... n i dunno wad else...

went to the crematorium... tt's where i was really upset...
each of us took a piece of my ah gong's remains n put it in an urn...
the scary part was putting the lid over...
cos the guy kinda started squeezing in the remains n heard some cracking sounds...
my heart realli ached.....

have been crying quite alot these few days...
but life still has to go on....
i think dis was the worst mother's day my mom had to ever go thru...
so i made a card n cheered her up...

hope our family will stay happy....

*~LaLa LaNd~*08:08