XiaNg'S bLoggggggg...

24 March, 2005

haiZ... i reGrEt LeRz...aC LiFe iS juZ noT foR mi...i waNNa go baCk tO JJ....yTd waS mY fiRsT daY aT aC...
diN liKe iT aT aLL!!!iT reaLLi juZ waSn'T waD i eXpecTed...i feLt sO hoRRibLe tHe whoLe daY...i cRieD tHe moMenT i goT hoMe....n i couLdn'T sToP LaRz...reaLLi veRi uNhaPPie LoRz...juZ caMe baCk fRm JJ...wEnT tHerE tO aPPeaL...i seRiousLy hoPe i caN gO baCk... n geT baCk mY couRsE...i duN waNNa gO baCk tO aC...
feeL LyK a fiSh ouT oF waTer...*soBz*....i guEss iT waS reaLLi a cuLtuRe shoCk aT aC...noT mY cuP oF TeA...duRinG cHapeL sErviCe ( whiCh i toTaLLy diN LyK), i toT aBt iT...
dO i reaLLi fEeL haPPie? caN i reaLLi enDurE diS foR tHe neXt 2 yRs?i miSseD jj aLot aLot aLot...
iT waS reaLLi a mEntaL toRtuRe n i couLdn'T taKe iT...
aftEr oNi 1 daY iN aC...i kNeW.. i diN waN 2 eVeR gO baCk aGaiN...LucKiLy... i goT eVerioNe sUpporTiNg mi....mY moM, dAd, dA jiE, daryL n saM~i feeL gLaD n gRatefuL tt i haVe thEm wiF mi....juZ wHen i feLt veRi LosT..i caLLeD daryL...hE gaVe mi aLoT oF aDviCe... n aSkeD saM tO toK tO mi oSo...hE saiD tt Zhi yaN oSo wEnT aC... dEn aSk tO bE tRansFerreD baCk tO jj....n mY moM juZ wEnT tO tHe tempLe tO praY i couLd gEt baCk tO JJ...sHe waNteD tO aCCompaNy mi tO JJ dE... buT goT iMp woRk tO haNdLe...sO mY daD n da jiE aCCompaNy mi tO JJ... n daD goT aN aPPoiNtmeNt n haD tO ruSh oFF aFteR 15 miNs wiF mi...n dA jiE iS goiN tO aC tO heLp mi haNd iN tHe sTupID sUbjecT reGistRatioN foRm...coS i duN waNNa sTeP baCk thEre...eVeriOne iS reaLLi giVin mi theiR fuLLesT suPPorT....hoPe i duN LeT thEm doWn....i reaLLi feeL veRi LoVed~haiZ... noW hoPe i caN gO baCk tO jj....iF noT... u caN seE mi =( aLL the tiMe...aFteR cRyiNg foR tHe whoLe niTe... noW mY eYes r suPeR sWoLLeN...sHaLL gO sLp soon.....

*~LaLa LaNd~*21:08